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How to actually teleport out of the sweltering, grotesque hell of life, to a world of opulence.

How lost and lonely people can change their lives. Multiple dimensions. Namaste vs. NamNaste. Harmony vs. discord. Judgement for culture, but compassion for people.

Posted by McGill Media on Saturday, July 22, 2017

There is an unseen essential that is intrinsic, universal and guiding everyone who listens. There is an invisible hand at work in the making of beautiful lives. Uncommon success is found on the spiritual plane; you can't get there through common convention or following others. Hard work is not enough; many work slavishly-hard for little reward. Intelligence is insufficient; there are so many educated and brilliant people who have failed utterly and completely. Goodness is not enough; think of how many meek and good souls are tilled into the earth like manure by demigods to fertilize their crops of great fortune.

There is something more — it is the unseen essential, and everyone has access to it.

There is something more — it is the unseen essential, and everyone has access to it. The unseen essential is understood as many things by many people. Scientists, philosophers, and theologians are ever reaching to understand, describe and commune with the unseen essential. Why do some people prosper and joyfully thrive, while others languish in abject misery? How do some escape poverty and poor environments? Why do some who come from amazingly supportive backgrounds still fail? It is the unseen essential that makes the difference.

There is a Sun shining in your soul
   in the solar system of your solar plexus
Nothing can eclipse
   your divine appointment of light

The unseen essential

Spiritual. Transcendental. Serenity. Prayer. Mystical. Consciousness. Faith. These are words we have all heard, but what do they mean in “real” life? These words seem nonsensical to some people. Beyond our current understanding is a grand fullness which is the unseen essential. The unseen essential is everything yet described, which science feverishly works daily to uncover. If you don't believe in God, then the God concept is simply a great placeholder for everything unexplained and that we don't know, which is exponentially more than what we do know. The unseen essential can be felt in your bones, in your teeth and the hair on your neck. It whispers in the hollows of your chest and gut. The unseen essential is the enormity of mystery in every element of you; from your physiology to your psychology — it is all which is perplexingly, indescribably and awe-inspiringly — you. Beyond the narrow sliver of the electromagnetic spectrum that our crude instruments can detect and “sense,” there is a vast circular continuum of greater unknowns awaiting our discovery. We know there is more so we are open to more, and this is a good attitude of openness for both science and spirituality. Like the mysteries of the deep ocean or space, there are mysteries in the depths of consciousness. Mysticism and her metaphors reach to understand the enigma of self and universe; like poetry — spirituality bridges the gap between the forms and the formless, for spirituality can pull cogent meaning from the veiled truths beyond our perception. Spirituality strives to touch those unknown forms the mind cannot yet grasp. 


Each person is a vast territory of undiscovered mystery

Each person is a vast territory of undiscovered mystery as nebulous and uncharted as the deepest oceans and expanses of space. Life itself is a universe of mystery. Only an open mind and heart can receive knowledge of the great mysteries of life and self. You can hear the whispers if you are open to hear and if you listen closely.

Inner cosmos
   let me fall into your soul
Lost in your mystery
   vast noble being
You are my galaxy,
   let me touch each star

In the inconceivably vast and humbling unknown called “everything,” is a supreme inter-communication called, spirituality.

In the inconceivably vast and humbling unknown called “everything,” is a supreme inter-communication called, spirituality. The laws of life are written into every atom, molecule, and heartbeat. The clues to the great mystery are all around us! To understand the mysteries of life, you must look around and within. You will see patterns everywhere; patterns that seem to manifest themselves over and over again. These patterns exist intertwined within nature and man, bridging the gap between the enigma of self and the entire universe itself. You see them in spiraling galaxies and Mandelbrot fractals, and the logarithmic swirls of fossilized Ammonoidea — growing from the unknown to atoms, to molecules to solar systems, to galaxies to the furthest expanses of the universe, with origins and destinations unknown; just like us in birth and death. You see them in the similarities between tree branches, rivers and blood veins, the patterns of fingerprints like endoplasmic reticulum, or a black opal's play of fire like the nebula of a supernova. Moon shots are like protoplasmic lurches, while simple thoughts and observations of the nature around us take us beyond the unknown.

The clues to the great mystery are all around us and deep within us.

The clues to the great mystery are all around us and deep within us. We are all immersed in the sweet law of unfolding mystery called life. There is a way to flow and cooperate with universal laws that can be beautiful and kind. When we are in sync with this flow, its power moves us like a mighty yet gentle guiding hand. The flow of spiritual connectedness and oneness with life will dwell in you if your heart and mind is open and innocent. If you are pure in intention and in alignment with beauty and love, in body and mind, the highest levels of your spiritual self will subsume your weaknesses. Spirituality will take you like love; it seduces you from contemplation to completeness.

Into the abyss,
  of the deepest heart I dive
And hold my breath 'til death,
  to stay alive.

As you open your heart to wisdom you will begin to see the unseen essential.

As you open your heart to wisdom you will begin to see the unseen essential. There is something divine, mystical, magical, and unexplainable in the universe that is listening and responding to each of us. Something is reflecting our thoughts back to us in obvious and not so obvious ways. Spirituality is like a thin-thin thread, which if delicately followed guides us from darkness to light; from poverty to abundance, and from destruction to safety. 


The unseen essential can be described in many ways and comes in many forms, but is always preceded by virtue.

The unseen essential can be described in many ways and comes in many forms, but is always preceded by virtue. Godliness. Opulence. Cleanliness. Love. Integrity. Who you are; that is, who you choose to be — your identity, works in your life like an invisible hand. It works for who you really are, not for who you seem to be.

This invisible hand guides, protects and gives passage to the beautiful hearts and humble servants of good.

This invisible hand guides, protects and gives passage to the beautiful hearts and humble servants of good. But, the invisible hand will not allow the impure to pass. If your life is a miserable disaster, you might want to consider that it's because you are doing something wrong. If you lack understanding then call upon your Higher Power and ask, “please, reveal to me my own deceptions.” For the vile human pigs in life; the sloppy, disheveled, uncaring dregs, the ungrateful, and especially for the vicious, negative emotional peasants — there will only continue to be the hard and painful lessons you so desperately need. The invisible hand will hold you in your wretched place until your last breath — unless you evolve. If you are cruel and ignorant the invisible fist will pound you into oblivion until you submit, humble yourself and soften your hard heart.

You can only access the beautiful world through faith by truthfully embracing beauty and caring.

Your life is always a perfect reflection of your state of heart and mind, and of your truest identity. There is a different world on the other side of your present attitude. You can only access the beautiful world through faith by truthfully embracing beauty and caring. Be open to others; give people a chance. Be open to yourself; give yourself a chance. When you are open and loving you become the solution to every problem we have in the world. The unseen essential awaits your enlightened heart's ascension to love.

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Life is hard at times, but it is during those hard times life we grow strength, wisdom and knowledge. Being raised in a unchristian home, a alcoholic Father and a mental ill Mother, growing up was hard. As I look back at the bad and ugly of my childhood, I am a miracle !!! When I was born in May of 1953, I weigh only 1 1/2 pounds. The doctor told both my parents I would not live through the night. Well Almighty God had other plans for my life, on May 27th this year, I will turn 65 years old. Between being abused by my Father, when he was drinking, he was mean as a rattlesnake. He would beat my Mother, all of us children. I remember the time my Mother told me to wear my white sweater, I did not do what I was told. I walked down to the bus stop without my sweater on. It was not long my Father showed up and he beat me with his belt until blood was running down my legs. The beating was hard enough, but he did it in front of all other children at the bus stop. When I got on the bus that morning I had that sweater on and blood running down my legs. The last time my Father beat me was on my 18th birthday. There is so much that I, along with my siblings endured through our childhood. But God has used each hard things in my life to make me the person I am today !!! I am writing a book on domestic violence that I endured in 31 years of my first marriage. The title is , ” The Silent Cries Nobody Hears.” If I can reach and help one woman from domestic abuse, all the pain, the suffering, the beatings will worth it all. This is only part of my story. But I give THANKS to God that I am still here to tell my story !!! Amen and Amen

Karra Theodora
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When i was younger i used to admire people with power!! They became my idols. I was hoping one day i could be like them!! I was working hard to win more money!! To become more important like money could be the solution. I used to be NamNastay, i used to judge people instead of judging myself first. I was so immature, i was so soft touch like being a nasty person would make me more desired and lovable!! I know that must not sound so flattering for myself but i was once that kind of person. Not anymore!! I have suffered enough and thanks to all thOse horrible powerful people i met throughtout my life, they have showed me who do not want to become. As i was growing, i realised that you have to be your own self, you should be your own mentor!! You should praise yourself and learn from your mistakes. Indeed, nobody is perfect, all we can do is to make an effort to be more human and tender to other human beings. We should treat them with honour from the janitor to the CEO. Never did i try to discrimate people to wealthy and poor. Sometimes, a poor person has a more arrogant attitude than a wealthy one. It’s not about a class situation it has to do with the mindset of the people. One must feel superior if he keeps critisizing others !! The bad behaviour is unexpectable. We should change our way of thinking. A human being has so many potentials and he can be whatever he chooses to be. If we keep our circle positive, then positive things will happen!! You do not have to be acceptable by others, even if it means you could be stand alone. Positive, compassionate, loved, people are being misunderstood by the crowd like there are something wrong with them. If you keep talking about football games, and cooking you might sound like a normal person, but i do not want to become a normal person. I want to talk with someone about the universe, about philosophy about literature but unfortunately people used to think you are crazy and they keep pointing fingers on you. So i prefer to be crazy and being alone than following a crowd who goes to a wrong direction. Namaste is my philosophy now and thanks to Bryant and Jenny i was developed to a whole different person!! I love you with all my heart, you taught what compassion means and i am honored to meet you!!

PRABHAKAR RAJARAPU
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PRABHAKAR RAJARAPU

THANK YOU

Sue Smith
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“Spirituality will take you like love; it seduces you from contemplation to completeness.”

I saw the video right after you made it and loved it; but did not find the article until today. Sometimes I just cry at the truth and beauty found within your works. Today was one of those times.
👑💖 ~ 👑🔥

Kim Bellanca
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Dear Bryant & Jenni: I finally got the chance to watch your video (Moving from the slime to the sublime!) Don’t be NamNastay.com from 3wks ago & I have to say, “Our Society” needs to change! It wasn’t until Donald Trump (became POTUS), that issues came to light & if this particular election had a different outcome-these issues wouldn’t have seen the light of day & I’m (<: 2C that we finally have a President that not only notices that "Our Society/Our Country" needs to change, because this has been going on too long and we have to ban together as "A Society/A Country" that we are worth fighting for and I for one(want to be part of a solution & not be part of a problem)!!! "Lets' All Make America-Great Again"!!! <3 Kim…..

Melissa Rose Rothschild
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I feel like NamNastay should be your rapper name , Bry ? 😂

Melissa Rose Rothschild
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What you think @robertwalls 👑

Robert Walls
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I like Big Daddy NamNastay 🙂

Melissa Rose Rothschild
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Haha … love it Robert

RMAlexader
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RMAlexader

I finally found you! Great broadcast! So happy to see you both.

Lawney
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Great broadcast! Namaste not nam nasty.

Becki McDonough
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Loved this! ❤❤ We all need to be the kindness we want to see in the world. There are many hurting souls out there that just need compassion! Not everyone came from the same place. Hold out your hand to uplift another instead of judging and hurting what you may just not completely understand or know about. Be strong enough to form your own opinion based on knowledge and look to lead the way to those who are lost. ❤❤

Robina fazal
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Hi..Sir Bryant and Mam Jenni..❤👑💐as always lovely broadcast..we all Royals ❤👑are Lucky…to learn and get knowledge from you..both of you..Amazing…yeah it’s one own to inspire by her or his own instincts to be positive..to have own limitations ..and can grasp and control our emotions and doing.as good things attract us..sometimes we can be trapped by some negative emotions..or negativity..it’s how we can with ease control over instinct the motor activater of our Mind will guide us..it’s our heart and soul too…that motivate us to pick good thoughts and reject negative thoughts..or doings..Man has the hidden powers to use them for good…and eliminate the negative.. no body is perfect we do are lovely nice buddies but sometimes we slip down…or let our self in wrong direction ..as much our soul and mind is stable and our intentions are positive and pure
.we can prove to be a good humble person…But all sometimes mistakes we are human ….but we should let ourselves clear..as much we love our souls..we love and respect others..❤👑Amen

Son of the Moon
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So true. Excellent video, Thanks, Bryant and Jenni for encouraging us to be part of this wonderful bubble of Light & Bliss.I love you guys. 🙂

Tamy
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Thank you so very much for sharing this Bryant and Jenni! I love your live broadcast and your messages!

Laurie Lankins Farley
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Shared with so much Love!

Raj Guendoo
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Thanks Bryant and Jenni for encouraging us to walk in a Bubble of Light! A Bubble where our energy that comes from living in gratitude can touch and shift others.

Lawney
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Love this broadcast. You speak about things that really need to be talked about. Everyone needs to watch this video. Great observations on the street and good guidance for your daughter.

Deb Baillargeon
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Excellent Article. Thank you, I truly believe in my higher power. I choose to call him God. Being spiritual has been a way of life for many years.
Prayers and love to you both.

baya elbey
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I apreciate your beautiful videos they are very inspiring thank you alot for your positive energy it’s contagious.

Martha K. Mulling
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Martha K. Mulling

This is very informative. Though I was never able to improve my circumstance, I learned late that these steps up are there for us to take. No one can make you take these stairs up, except you. You have to want it bad enough to be brave enough to take the stairs. Sometimes you get a great teacher to take your hand and lead you on the journey, but if you don’t learn to thrive for yourself, you have not only wasted the time of your teacher, but you have failed yourself. Greatness comes from within. We need to look insde ourselves for success. We don’t have to settle for the position we were born into. Though my church does not provide me with financial assistance, the people in my church are loving. The preaching was plainly me. My family is very negative and non-trusting of outsiders. I also cannot trust. I would love to get out of my circumstances.

Sandra
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Hello my SR Brian and Jenny

… so true – your words – your articles!

Today morning i did it! I did my first step for myself in the right direction. I am blessed and happy.
Thank you for your motivation and inspiring words.
I am open to Faith, Freedom and Wisdom!
Thank you so much.
Send you Love and Light.

Jenni Young McGill
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So happy for you Sandra! Keep going…

Lalie Nietol
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Lalie Nietol

Hello Bryant and Jenni💕 that was a long read although I enjoyed it( have to retype and read twice🤗) To summarize, the Invisible Hand will reward good deeds (kindness, caring, gratitude etc) and punish/awaken the impure. We have to be constantly intuned/ listen closely to the wisdom, whispers, messages from the Unseen Essential and in turn it will respond and listen to us. If we have pure intentions and flow/cooperate with the universal laws, it will work on our favor by granting our heart’s desire. Be open to others and give people a chance. Be open to myself and give myself a chance. By being open and loving, I become the solution yo the problems of the world💕

chell
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Very blessed to be able to watch your videos I didn’t have a great start in life I was rised up in a lost care system which I choose to rebel against at the of 19years old I left pregnant which to me was the greatest turning point in my life unfortunately I meet and lived in demotic abuse with my child unable to move until we moved to refugee then the worst mistake I ever made was applying for a house where there is known bullies who took my son away and beat him up badly come though me door twice ripped my fence up so my son couldn’t play out side or even in our home I lefted everything I loved no public body helped us they lied on documents gone unknown to us that kepted us living in fear and pain the were planning on taking my baby instead of helpping to move us which I have mange to do by the grace of God we are safe and our story’s so different we have been sipped twice of all we had to offer even for ourselves it was love self love giving love more so then ever that helpped set us free again like many others there are good people in this world I want to be one of them to help others because it helps me and sets me free it also restore my own heart love support kindness and positive thoughts and out puts have shaped me to who I am keep blessed stay strong keep going keep doing you

Sole
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Hello Bryant and Jenni so happy to watch this. I won’t get tired to watch and watch again all your broadcast videos. It has a lot of teaching. Thank for always sharing your heart with us❤️💕💗💖

Teresa Mongeon
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Hello. This is my testimony. I have been redeemed by my faith in God. After the birth of my daughter, I experienced post-partum psychosis. I was in the hospital for 6 weeks, with the doctors trying many medications to bring me out of it. I believe that only through the grace of God and a miracle, have I recovered to the extent that I have had a long, fairly healthy life. I am 64 this year, and I have experienced more joy this past year than I have probably experienced most of my married life. My second husband passed away a little over 7 years ago, and I have struggled to come to grips with how our marriage and relationships with our friends and family were lacking in so many respects.
My husband was not kind to others, and I felt very distraught at times. We did not share common values, hopes or dreams during the 26 years we were together. In the beginning, after he died, I felt lonely, sad and vulnerable. It was difficult to start to make a new life for myself, and I had to begin to be confident in my talents and doings. Only with the love of God, my family, and friends have I been able to feel that I have a worthy of being loved and encouraged to love others. I am a child of God, and my destination, direction in life is to love, be kind and helpful to all my fellow humans, fellow peeps of the universe.

Rock Eric Ramos
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Hello Bryant and Jenni! so happy to be watching you guys as always, what a super team to be a part of! i am so glad we work together to bring a paradigm to the world in the sense of sharing and creating.

Nancy
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Nancy

The truth about your “gut” feelings….. I sometimes dislike it very much, however, it has served me well in other times. When I am troubled with many uncertainties all at once, I always have a “knot” in the pit of my stomach and a dull, aching pain in the middle of my chest. It seems, the more it bothers me, the more it bothers me. As it worsens, I walk around feeling like I want to burst into tears, and sometimes I do! I always try to hide it from other people, because, if they ask me why I’m crying, I can’t tell them, because I, myself, don’t even know.
I am a woman of strong faith in God, and he has always answered my prayers. Sometimes, not always the way I would like them answered,, but often times I’ve found out, further down the road, why or why not.
I always try to believe there is a reason for everything, and I truly believe that God has a life plan for each and everyone of us. All we have to do is trust in Him and put our lives in his hands.
I should also probably tell you that I am a “perfectionist”!
No matter how hard I try, I can never reach my own expectations of what I try to accomplish. It terrorizes me always. It doesn’t matter, that, however well I do something, and how much respect I receive from others for it, I can never be satisfied. I always feel like I could have done better, or that I must have let “someone”, somewhere, down.
I have been to several psychologists and psychiatrists through the years. They have all basically told me the same thing. Give myself a break. Stop being so hard on myself, and try to live myself for all I have accomplished. After many sessions with each of them, I get myself straightened around, only to fall in the same “pit” later on down the road.
I’ve been in one of late. Just writing it down to you fine folks has made me feel a little better. I’m 68 years old. Is there any hope for me?
Bryant and Jenny, I thank God everyday for the love and caring the two of you give to us all! Thank you for listening to a messed up old lady…….

IreneCarlson
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Yes, all well understood and for the most, followed. My situation, basic needs come above all and when they have been met the ending of my hell my story is also positive. I have a serious medical condition and must be in a climate where temperature swings are minable at 22 degrees Celsius with low humidity about 45%.Also allergic to chemicals cold sun many foods meds. And all. Need to live in a warm climate yet I have no one to assist me. A marked decline in blood vessel function, damaging heart and continued small strokes and several conditions causing illness triggered by a cold climate in Canada. Warmed oxygen would have helped until another place country was arranged. Tha oxygen also denied. Marked allergies too with added anaphylactic reactions to many substances inc seasonal allergies and nature make living almost impossible without safety measures in place.I was instructed to attend Dr.William Rae’s Environmental Clinic in Dallas Texas however unwell and unable to make this possible alone as I struggle for life most alway, leaving no time for socializing networking for supports. Food for thought to consider.Bless you. Thanks for this site and time.

Jo Davis
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I love this, ” If you don’t believe in God, then the God concept is simply a great placeholder for everything unexplained”. Such a beautiful statement that washes away and dilutes our bizarre need to be right, to convince others, or to split hairs. I reminder to be in love & respect others. Permission to set yourself from and allow others to be free as well…

Kerniece Reynolds
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Kerniece Reynolds

I love God First and others second. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I love my church family and friends I have had for years and years. I am not into politics but I really hate all the anti-Trump rhetoric! I believe we should all develop kindness for each other! I love you and Jenni and I really appreciate what you are doing to make our world a better and kinder place to live! ♥️😍♥️

Angeliki Anastasia
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The King’s and Queen’s Namaste Speech!!! Royal diamonds of devine Spirituality, and brilliant tiaras with breathtaking , equisite stones of glory!!! Invisible Shields and multicoloured bubbles, strong enough to reject the lazer beam thunders of Zeus and eject them back to mount Olympus, because the King of gods punished Prometheus for steeling fire from the gods and introducing the warmth to humans!!! I bow before your greatness!!!

Angeliki Anastasia
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Jesus said!!! He that is without sin among you, let him cast the first stone at her!!!

Brenna Boland
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In difficult life situations, I have found the most support and comfort when I know that I am not alone. I had a very difficult childhood. My mother was schizophrenic and my parents divorced when I was young. I had no one to talk to about either. Mental illness a taboo topic and none of my friends were experiencing a divorce in the family. I feel the effects of that isolation to this day. Later in life, I married and had a child. She was diagnosed with autism at age 3 1/2. The most important decision that I/we made was to join a network of parents who also had one or more children on the spectrum. I listened and learned and felt support and understanding. I have lifelong friendships and so does my daughter. I am now divorced. The support of online groups and close friends has got me through. The heartbreak brought me to my knees, but I am survived and feel stronger and happier than I have been in a long time. It wasn’t without loss….a close friend and I are at odds due to how I handled myself as I was dealing with my divorce. I don’t know what the future holds, but I know that I can face whatever happens when I reach out to others.

Jo Davis
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It’s a new day, love. All of those painful lessons show up because you are remarkable and strong. Meant to stand on your own, grow your spirit, and step into your greatness. How exciting to think of the wonderful people and experiences that are just around the corner. They are yours to have.

Brenna Boland
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🙂

Janette Stanborough
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Janette Stanborough

Excellent word Bryant. There is truely an ocean of potential in each person. The seeking spirit will always strive to reach higher, in most people; being open to consider and sift information thats suitable for each, new thought patterns replace old harmful, soul destroying patterns. I have cut negative people and places that drag me down, minimising contact with others.’ In saying this i show respect to others,’ being considerate in thought and action but keep boundaries as respect for self.

Jo Davis
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Love your insight! Totally inspired❣❣❣ #liftAsisterUP

Barbara
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Barbara

Your messages are very thought provoking and very inspirational. There’s always something I can share with friends and family. Look forward to your Simple Reminders

EHETESHAM
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Hello jenny and Brian
I happy with your royle society. Who gave me inspiration and love the world . One and half year ago I stuck in great problem. But when connected with royle society and many positive friends who gave best segestion. How to get out from yours problems. I just set humble and think positive love with my soul and beautiful world .
Thanks
Laho

Jo Davis
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❤❤❤

Jenni Young McGill
Admin

So happy you found friends in the royal society to help keep you moving forward. We all need those people in our lives! <3

David Hire
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David Hire

We all have something new to learn from everyone we know, and from every new person we meet. No matter how young or how old someone is, life is a constant process of learning. From some we learn what “to” do, and from others, they are an example of what “not” to do. But everything we learn, forms us into who we are, and who we will become.

Dianna webster
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Dianna webster

Hello;
I am very Blessed, but it hasn’t always been that way.
I grew up in a dysfunctional family. I got married at a young age, had 5 beautiful children. My ex husband abused me terribly. I got divorced after 20 years. I worked everywhere & was never satisfied with any of them but, stayed working because, I had to. I got my bachelors degree & then became disabled. I live pay check to pay check & can hardly afford food for the month. I have been single for 15 years. The Lord has Been there for me & I am truly Blessed.

Jo Davis
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Prayers and love to you. Lifting you up.

Lorna Penner
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Lorna Penner

Hi Dianna,,You are not alone,,,Im also a mother gradmother aunt and sister and more—I was also married at 21–and pld enough but not mature enough to understand the how abusive rerlationships start.. My family didn`t want me to marry this man because he wasn`t a Christian but I stuck to him and believed that all would be well.
A woman at my wedding came over to me to tell me that I wouild be divorced in 7 yrs…I was devastated to hear that but you know I was already separated in 6 yrs. We had three boys by this time beautiful children but I never had any money and he was never at home. He worked and paid the rent and the bare minimum of groceries—sometimes he wouldn`t buy groceries and our fridge was bare—then my friends who were as poor as me almost had to help me with food–how embarrassing and my mother inlaw covered for her son of coarse…Then my mother lso had to buy food for us but my husband did that on purpose so he could use nhis money for booze and other women but no one would believe me. He even had to go to court because of serving liquior to minors and the fine was a months rent but he coved up that and his family never knew that..I could go on and tell you manmy more stores but I don`t have time or energy to do that,,When he was planning to kill me for my inheritance and our doctor let me in on a little bit—-it was enough for me to finally break up–then he took the kids and threatened me–so I never saw them for 20 yrs and then one of my sons came to live with us–(my daughter & me) I had a daughter to someone else later—anyhow my son really took me for money and other things–I haven`t seen him since. He is married and has two kids but has lots of problem with them. I’m in touch a little with my middle son and the youngest one has died from drugs & alcohol but he was the best boy from all of them—–its the additions that made him do the things he did.
I was a Christian from early on my years but never really did the walk maybe because we didn`t have the true training then..but since then I have come back to Jesus who protects me and blesses me in a big way…My church is really good to me with support even with finances when needed. So God sends his angels to protect me and I pray for my boys every day and my daughter too..she is a Christian and very hard working–she is also divorced two times and has two kids both girls–one in university 4yrs now and her sister is working as an aid in the hospital. So after all these years I sent a facebook message to my oldest son last night and I want to forgive him for his behavior towards me and and my daughter I also want to be forgiven but no answer yet? We will never be close but at least forgiveness is what God would want, Jesus forgave the guy next to him on the cross and said,,you will be in paradise with me—this is the guy who beat him and spat at him helping to kill him. That what we are suppose to be like–forgiving even the worse people who have hurt us. That’s my story. God bless you and keep you.

Angeliki Anastasia
Member

I have been there and lower. The lowest the level of failure, the highest the level of success.

Angeliki Anastasia
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I have been a single mom for 21 years. My ex husband lives in Greece. I always lived between two countries, Greece and Canada. I took my children, with big support from my family and ran with the speed of light to Canada!!! Just like Jenni and Ryan said! “Run for your lives!!! Save yourselves!!! As a single working mom, I faced employers and clients that treated me as an equal, but then again I faced the absolute opposite also. I cried many times,. My feelings belonged in the gutter!!! No matter what, God was always there and that was all I needed!!!! I am very blessed! My children are in university and working in different challenges. Other people do not have support and although you want desperately your children, (let’s not forget that a father is as important as a mother) the child is forced to live with one parent. An unsolvable dilemma for the child is how to chooose? It is impossible!!!