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Forgiveness — A Journey of Courage

Many times people make an effort to forgive someone, but then as soon as a bad memory arises, the resentment comes back and forgiveness goes right out the window.

Although everyone is familiar with the concept of forgiveness — the act of no longer feeling anger or resentment toward someone — it can be extremely difficult to understand, let alone practice. We really don't know how to deal with it; we've never been taught. Many times people make an effort to forgive someone, but then as soon as a bad memory arises, the resentment comes back and forgiveness goes right out the window.

A Spiritual Being Having A Human Experience

So why is it so hard to do? I know when I was struggling to forgive the man who murdered my grandmother I used to get annoyed with people telling me to ‘just let it go'.  I really wanted to be past the pain and the hurt it was causing me but I was confused and stuck by the ‘How'. In society and religious institutions we are encouraged to ‘forgive and forget' or ‘let go and let God', it has become the new mantra of emotional health and well-being. Of course, forgiveness is one of the most beautiful and loving experiences anyone can have. I can attest to that when it happens authentically.

I believe we are spiritual beings having a human experience, that's the point — a ‘human experience'.  To live a spiritual life, if we so choose it, involves the emotional healing we as a society are so keen to avoid or deny.

The truth is when people do things to hurt you; you feel it physically and emotionally. To ignore it and stuff it away or pretend to be some shining light of spiritual forgiveness when all you really want to do is feel the hurt will actually hurt you more. By be-friending our wounding and our hurts we actually create space for authentic true forgiveness. That is when we can bring in peace and positive energy.


Forgiveness is a Skill

Forgiveness seems almost unnatural. Our sense of fairness tells us that people should pay for their wrongs and justice must be had. The primal parts of the brain are wired to keep us feeling safe and protected. That is why sometimes seeking revenge on another feels good. But the brain is also hardwired for connection and compassion, which is true authentic forgiveness's ally.

Did you know that forgiveness is a learned skill? We just don't know how to do it automatically. It is a process that takes time and needs to be understood. Just like grieving after a loss, forgiveness also has its stages we all need to deal with until we reach that act of love and the place of inner peace.

Perhaps the hardest thing about practicing forgiveness in daily life is that it requires us to confront the reality of our feelings toward those we know best. It is difficult enough to forgive a stranger we might never see again, but it is much more difficult to forgive a person we love and trust. This could mean that you're still denying your unconscious anger and resentment. So even though you think you've come to terms with what happened, there are still emotions about the event that you have pushed out of awareness.

True Forgiveness Integrates the Mind, Body and Soul

In fact, many people can get caught up in premature forgiveness as a way to avoid coping with all the unpleasant emotions they would rather not examine.  Many of us claim to have forgiven while still holding toxic emotions below the surface of awareness. We really live if we're not emotionally real and thus we practice ‘pseudo-forgiveness' to move ‘forward'.


The important thing here is to listen to your body. This is where the emotions “hide out” and why we might not like to feel them. Not learning to deal with our emotions in healthy ways hinders us. We were taught that it's not okay to be emotional, angry or sad and this slows the healing process needed before we can actually walk down the path of forgiveness. Authentic, true forgiveness is the result of a genuine healing process; a real working through of our memories and feelings around certain events and relationships.

Did you know that true forgiveness is something that only your body can do? Anger and resentments are held in the body as well as the mind. Your mind can decide to let go and forgive long before your body is ready. Therefore, true forgiveness requires both an emotional and physical release to be complete. That release leads to more love and joy in your life. As long as those emotions, such as anger, are brewing secretly in the subconscious, genuine forgiveness remains impossible. What is important is that, even though, the decision to forgive must always come from within, it is never a matter of willpower alone. The most powerful source of strength is always your own need, your own acknowledgment of weakness and your own experience of being forgiven.

Finally, if forgiving is going to work and be true, then your heart needs to be open to the experience. If you are not willing to be humble and vulnerable, your forgiveness will never be more than a fruitless gesture. Forgiving is a deeply personal matter. Ultimately each of us must find healing within, on our own terms and in our own time. It's a struggle. It is not something you just wake up one morning and decide to do.  You have to have the courage to dig deep. You have to work through your anger, hurt and your hatred. You have to try to make each day a little better than the day before. In order to find your ticket to freedom, happiness and inner peace, it takes three things to propel you on your path:

  1. Honesty with yourself — it takes courage to look deep within and take responsibility for your choices and actions.
  2. Willingness to heal the pain associated with the situation — No matter how hard we might try to deny certain emotions within by avoiding looking at them they are still there. When we embrace our emotions and work through them, it is the beginning of our healing and movement to letting go of the past. We empower our soul.
  3. Acceptance — We can't change the past, but when we accept that we can heal, let go and not allow it to affect our future.

It is in freeing ourselves that our energy level rises; our consciousness rises, and, in doing so, those around us benefit too.

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Di Riseborough

Di Riseborough is quickly becoming known as ‘The F-Word Specialist’. As a Fear & Forgiveness specialist, she helps you become consciously aware of what fears are driving your decisions in life, and assists you in making positive changes and better choices.

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Forgiveness….. I have been trying to now for the last 3 1/2 years. My wife hurt me deeply with betrayal and being an alpha male my course of action was for revenge. Well I got it. And it sucks. I love my wife very much so I don’t know why I did what I did but I can say this, marriage is not about who is right and wrong. It is about 2 imperfect people making mistakes and being strong enough to forgive one another. Mary my love, I am sorry I hurt you. I am sorry for my wrongs and I only hope that we can become whole again. I love you so much.

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