When we’re in flow, we are one with all that is, was and will be.
Listen to the sounds that move within your energy stream. Listen to all that flows within the stream of light for you are light, love and energy in motion.
It was a day, a day when I woke and felt as if I was still in a dream.
What was the reality? What if I was never to return to what I thought was my reality? Would I be okay? Would I be able to function without what had been my reality?
These are questions we may ask ourselves, maybe not always consciously, we may go there when we’re in the process of transition. When we transform our reality into a new and more enlightened one. Where we knowingly release long-held beliefs that no longer serve the newly evolved person we were becoming.
When we choose to accept the past, heal what lower emotion was held deeply within and move with gentleness toward new and serving beliefs. Throughout that process, we create the freedom to inspire our dreams, and to open to new and more expansive possibilities. Possibility abounds, and we take flight, not through fear but to sour into the sky without trepidation fueled with hope, imagination and creativity renewed.
During the transformation, we may often find ourselves reverting to our old defaults.
Yes, those automatic subconscious emotional reactions we do unconsciously.
I knew I was changing, I felt it so strongly for I was evolving from within. I felt expansive as I let fall away the old unhelpful beliefs, yet, there were times I found myself reverting to old patterns. Patterns that hadn’t served me, patterns that had created ‘Groundhog Day’ over and over again throughout my life.
In my transition, I had a new-found awareness for I was the witness of myself in my day to day activities.
My old conditioning resisted the change on occasion, and I would hear it say, “Why is this happening to me, what is wrong with me?” That was the victim as it cried out.
Yet, I was no longer a victim, a victim of child abuse and narcissism which weaved its ugliness throughout my life. I was a survivor, in fact, I AM ALL THAT I AM. An empowered woman, and yes, I had battle scars, and to be truly honest I’m proud of what I’ve achieved. Shame, guilt and unworthiness had begun to fade into the background just like my scars. Why? Because I dared to face those demons. Take responsibility for my own feelings, and see them for what they really were and focus on myself to change my future.
After all, I was worthy of a happy and fulfilling life.
Holding onto the old only kept repeating the past pain, although it appeared each time differently.
It may not always be easy for we are indeed a work in progress, and not always conscious of our behaviours. All is still consolidating as we accept and consciously move within our new reality. Having that awareness, being gentle and kind to ourselves throughout this time is a must. Then know we can STOP and PAUSE, recognise our old default when it happens, and choose to make a conscious choice in that moment.
It can be scary, frustrating and feel like a loss. Loss of identity, loss of direction, loss of control and you may scramble outside of yourself to seek understanding.
Remember it’s easy to go back to what was familiar, and it may feel safe.
But your soul is urging you on, it is your greatest advocate and will not let you down.
Patience is required, time to process and sit within the new.
Time to have loving-kindness, and forgiveness when you revert to the old, and praise when you choose to flow from your newly healed state. The picture may still not be clear, and that is okay.
Gratitude, each day for something small in your life, will support the flow of your transformation.
Your perception may begin to change as you see with new eyes. You may find it is easier to detach from other’s drama as you gently focus on your own wellbeing opening to new ideas and inspiration.
Take one simple and loving step at a time.
STOP your resistance and the struggle, and ask yourself often, “Is this loving me?”
Know that like a jigsaw puzzle all will be revealed at the right time.
Then, beautiful souls, you will be anchored in your new reality with appreciation, and have a greater understanding and compassion for yourself and others.